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The Love I Meant Paperback – March 12, 2023

by Eliza Osborn (Author)
4.5 4.5 out of 5 stars 20 ratings
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New York City, 1916

Sixteen-year-old Anna Thatcher returns to New York, where life was good until her father’s murder. Where her closest friend, Johnny, went to prison under mysterious circumstances.

But New York has changed since 1912. Even as her mother prepares to marry the heir to the Vogel fortune, and the Thatchers enter an influential society that may not accept them, Anna is determined to learn the truth about what happened to Johnny.

From a Pittsburgh row house to a lavish Manhattan brownstone, caught between a violent gang of extortionists, a suspicious private investigator, her oldest friends, and her new stepfamily, Anna will need all her spirit and determination to face shocking revelations, navigate her new life, and remain true to herself.

Filled with drama, romance, mystery, and history, Eliza Osborn’s sweeping tale will make you long for old New York.

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    350 pages
  2. Language
    English
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    March 12, 2023
  4. Dimensions
    5.25 x 0.88 x 8 inches
  5. ISBN-13
    979-8375509334
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Excerpt from THE LOVE I MEANT
"You're no longer the ghost that follows me through my day and whispers to me at night."
Letter #17

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0BXN99X58
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Independently published (March 12, 2023)
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • Paperback ‏ : ‎ 350 pages
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 979-8375509334
  • Item Weight ‏ : ‎ 14.1 ounces
  • Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 5.25 x 0.88 x 8 inches
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.5 4.5 out of 5 stars 20 ratings

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Eliza Osborn

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Eliza Osborn wanted to be a writer ever since her mother read LITTLE WOMEN to her for the first time. After writing many short stories as a child--all of which involved horses, her first love. In high school, she began obsessively researching turn-of-the-century New York City and drafting longer fiction. In the early 2000s, she began freelance writing for magazines across the country and publishing short fiction.

In 2014, Eliza partnered with Storybird for a full-length, serialized young adult novel entitled THE MYSTERY OF DOGWOOD CROSS, set in her native South Carolina. Since then, she has continued to write and work as a freelance editor.

Eliza currently lives in Youngstown, Ohio, with her husband, daughter, and five (!) rescue dogs. In 2022, Eliza launched Author Cultivation, an author services company that aims to help writers turn their ideas into books.

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Booklover
5.0 out of 5 stars Excellent Historical Novel
Reviewed in the United States on April 3, 2023
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Anna, whose extended family grew up in Brooklyn, lost her professor father to violence at the age of twelve. As the emotional support of her mother, she befriended Johnny, during these difficult times - an outcast. Moving to PA for five years, her mother meets a rich man, moving back to NYC five years later. Used to her dockworker cousins, Anna has difficulty adjusting to society. Little does she know of the Irish mafia influence that control and endanger life for Brooklyn business owners. She comes across Johnny, who was just released from prison following a murder through influence, who forever had a crush on her. Little does she know in her naive state of mind the danger of Johnny's obsession with her and the control of the Irish mafia over her friends and extended family. Great story relating the tumultuous times during the WWI era, for all ages but especially for teens who could learn about the dangers of control, obsession, and psychological disorders.
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Marcia C.
5.0 out of 5 stars Riveting!
Reviewed in the United States on July 26, 2023
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I didn't want to stop reading. The characters and their interactions were engaging and believable. Even though I was reading it to relax and get away from brainwork, a few life lessons and insights slipped easily into its pages. Kudos to Eliza Osborn for a thoroughly enjoyable story.
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Anthony H 2
4.0 out of 5 stars Long but good
Reviewed in the United States on February 9, 2024
Through vivid storytelling, the author explores themes of identity, belonging, and transformation, as the protagonist navigates new social landscapes and personal challenges. The rich historical backdrop and intricate character development make this novel a compelling read for those fascinated by the interplay of history, society, and personal growth.
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Phillip
5.0 out of 5 stars Great mix of history and romance!
Reviewed in the United States on June 9, 2023
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Nice book for those who like historically accurate tales with a dash of romance. The author does a nice job of making the characters real and I grew attached to several as the story progressed. Here's to hoping there is a sequel!
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E. T. Harper
5.0 out of 5 stars A Terrific Book
Reviewed in the United States on September 4, 2023
I received and Advanced Reader Copy (ARC) of Eliza Osborn’s first novel and was not disappointed. The Love I Meant seamlessly incorporates elements of thriller, mystery, historical novel, drama, morality tale, and novel of manners, to outstanding effect. I felt I understood what it meant to be an independent teenage woman entering a strange new society as America faces the possibility of a world war.

The Love I Meant also deeply immersed me in the New York City of the period, and made me understand why there is so much more to the place than just Manhattan. There is so much rich detail and flavor.
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Crystalopedia
4.0 out of 5 stars Engaging blend of history, romance, mystery.
Reviewed in the United States on March 5, 2024
I loved how the author mixed history, romance and mystery together. The main character Anna felt real to me and I was pullet into her story as she figured out who she was and how to fit into society. The author did a great job describing what life was like back them, making me feel more immersive into the story. However some parts of the plot were easy to guess, which took a bit away from the excitement for me. But I still think this was a pleasant read
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Inaki
5.0 out of 5 stars Historical fiction with a touch of romance and intrigue
Reviewed in the United States on February 17, 2024
"The Love I Meant" takes readers on a captivating journey through the streets of New York City in 1916. Eliza Osborn skillfully blends history, romance, and mystery, creating a compelling narrative that keeps you engaged from start to finish.

The protagonist, Anna, faces the challenges of returning to her hometown after years away, only to find herself entangled in a web of secrets and danger. The author's vivid storytelling brings the setting to life, immersing readers in the bustling streets of Brooklyn and the glittering world of Manhattan's elite.

It is a beautifully crafted tale that explores themes of identity, belonging, and transformation. It will appeal to readers who appreciate historical fiction with a touch of romance and intrigue.
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Fraochg
5.0 out of 5 stars A great read
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on April 16, 2023
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A tribute to love life friendship and the fragility of human life. I cried because we have all experienced something in this book
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