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How Not to Disappear Kindle Edition

4.5 4.5 out of 5 stars 114 ratings

A pregnant teen and her gin sling loving great-aunt go on the journey of a lifetime in this “absolutely gorgeous, heartfelt, and incredibly enjoyable” (Robin Stevens, author of Murder Most Unladylike) novel that shows what happens when you’re on the brink of losing everything.

Our memories are what make us who we are. Some are real. Some are made up. But they are the stories that tell us who we are. Without them we are nobody.

Hattie’s summer is not going according to plan. Her two best friends have abandoned her: Reuben has run off to Europe to “find himself” and Kat is in Edinburgh with her new girlfriend. Meanwhile Hattie is stuck babysitting her twin siblings and dealing with the endless drama surrounding her mother’s wedding.

And she’s also just discovered that she’s pregnant with Reuben’s baby.

Then Gloria—Hattie’s great-aunt who no one even knew existed—comes crashing into her life. Gloria’s fiercely independent, rather too fond of a gin sling, and is in the early stages of dementia. Together the two of them set out on a road trip of self-discovery—Gloria to finally confront the secrets of her past before they are erased from her memory forever and Hattie to face the hard choices that will determine her future.
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Editorial Reviews

From School Library Journal

Gr 9 Up—Hattie's summer has begun with an unexpected event: she's pregnant, and her best friend Reuben is the father. The problem is that Reuben has disappeared to travel the world, and Hattie doesn't know how to tell him the news. Her other best friend, Kat, is in Edinburgh with her new girlfriend and seems to be too busy to share in Hattie's dilemma. Suddenly, Gloria, the great-aunt Hattie didn't even know existed, comes rushing into Hattie's life with her flurry of wild outfits, a fondness for drink, and some dramatic secrets. Gloria has been diagnosed with dementia, so she enlists Hattie to drive her to locations from her past in order to reconcile herself with her memories before she forgets. What Hattie doesn't know is that this strange road trip into Gloria's past just may be the key to Hattie's future. Hattie's voice is quirky but relatable, and through her, we see the difficulties she faces as she contemplates a decision that will alter her life forever. The odd bond between Gloria and Hattie is humorously depicted, believable, and touching, especially at the story's climax. Teens will enjoy the unique characters, the relationship dynamics between Hattie and Gloria, and the surprise plot twist. VERDICT Recommended for most high school collections.—Tabitha Nordby, Red River College, Man.

Review

“Gorgeous, compelling, and painful.” (Kirkus Reviews)

“The odd bond between Gloria and Hattie is humorously depicted, believable, and touching, especially at the story’s climax. Teens will enjoy the unique characters, the relationship dynamics between Hattie and Gloria, and the surprise plot twist.” (SLJ)

"Furniss' newest book strikes a graceful balance of witty British humor and a serious exploration of self-discovery." (Booklist)

“Well-developed, likable characters and various subplots fill out this satisfying story…Teens may identify with a lovely young woman grappling with complicated life issues.” (School Library Connection)

“Hattie and Gloria are such fantastic central characters. What a lovely, lovely book!” (Lisa Williamson, author of The Art of Being Normal )

“An absolutely gorgeous, heartfelt and incredibly enjoyable follow up to The Year of the Rat ... Clare writes about serious subjects lightly but with real feeling, and conveys family relationships so well.” (Robin Stevens, author of Murder Most Unladylike )

“Emotional, moving and thought provoking, and I loved it.” (The Sun)

“This isn't the first YA novel to incorporate dementia as a plot device, but it's gloriously funny, deeply emotional and a triumph.” (Sally Morris The Daily Mail)

“This novel, encompassing violence to women, changing attitudes to unmarried mothers, and many kinds of love, is funny, sharply observed, shocking and wonderful.” (Nicolette Jones The Sunday Times)

Product details

  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B01GD9DP8K
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Margaret K. McElderry Books; Reprint edition (February 21, 2017)
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ February 21, 2017
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 2169 KB
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Sticky notes ‏ : ‎ On Kindle Scribe
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 449 pages
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.5 4.5 out of 5 stars 114 ratings

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Clare grew up in London and Birmingham. She worked in political communications and the charity sector before completing a creative writing MA at Bath Spa University. She is the bestselling author of The Year of The Rat, which was a Radio 2 Book Club pick, and How Not To Disappear. Clare has been shortlisted for the YA Book Prize, the Branford Boase Award, the UKLA Book Award and the Independent Bookshop Week Award, and twice longlisted for the Carnegie Medal. Her latest novel The Things We Leave Behind publishes in March 2024.

Customer reviews

4.5 out of 5 stars
4.5 out of 5
114 global ratings

Top review from the United States

Reviewed in the United States on February 23, 2017
√. Hattie as a main character was brilliant. She is so complex and mature for her age, and Furniss does a great job of making her real. Even though I haven't been in her position (hiding a teenage pregnancy), I felt like I could relate completely to her.

√. A thought that stuck with me while I was reading this was how Hattie was such a strong female character without having to be physical fighter. Her strength came from feeling her emotions, feeling scared and being brave enough to hold her head high, empathise with those around her, and carry on.

√. Similarly, I really liked Gloria. She completely didn't fit the stereotype of the old lady, sporting garish clothes, heavy makeup and a taste for champagne rather than tea. As with all of the characters in this book, she wasn't two dimensional at all. Every time you thought you knew everything about her, something else was thrown in to enrich either her character or the plot. And all the while, she didn't become the plot of her dementia, which made it even more emotional.

√. Despite the characters being so great, it was the message that really did it for me with this book. Like I said earlier, the emphasis isn't on shutting out the world and not being scared, it's about feeling it and being brave because of it. The message wasn't just directed at Hattie either - it was used in relation to the secondary characters too, whether it be Reuben or Hattie's family. I just thought it was great that it wasn't complete tunnel vision on Hattie and that the other characters mattered too.

√. No preaching. That is a major positive of this book. The topic of abortion and adoption is discussed and considered by Hattie but it never sounds like the author wants you to take a particular standpoint on whether you should agree or disagree with it. I am pro choice (with conditions) but never felt like my opinion was portrayed as being wrong or right. In that way, I think this book can be for everyone, no matter what your views are.

√. The writing and the characters in this book make it seem like it is beyond YA, really. I noticed a few other reviewers have said this and I completely agree that Hattie's maturity and darker subject matters are more New Adult. It can be a positive or a negative depending on your comfort zone but if you don't feel ready to branch out from YA, this could be a great transitional book. Give it a try!

✘. There are flashbacks to the fifties and sixties in this book when exploring Gloria's past, and those include racist language and domestic abuse. Just a heads up if you are sensitive to that kind of language. If it upsets you, you might want to give this one a miss.

This book is so under-appreciated! It was really great!
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Top reviews from other countries

bogie
5.0 out of 5 stars Amazing
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on August 4, 2022
Love love love... I had it in hardback but wanted paperback as it was lightweight to take with me, it is one of my all-time favourite books

Amazing storyline
Fantastic characters
Layla4431
2.0 out of 5 stars Disappointing
Reviewed in Canada on March 29, 2020
I was so eager to receive this book, but when it came I actually had a hard time reading it and then never actually finished it. I loved the subject of the book...I thought the whole concept was brilliant. But I never felt I was reading about the proper era...I felt the author could have done so much more when describing Gloria’s era.
Dovey
5.0 out of 5 stars Superb. Heartwarming & heartbreaking.
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on March 22, 2017
A wonderful story of family secrets between generations of vibrant, fascinating characters . I really adored this book. It's full of surprises, tragedies, and most importantly love .
Amy Oliver
5.0 out of 5 stars Rating
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on August 19, 2017
It has laugher, sadness but above all inspiration! One of the best books read in a long time. I would recommend this book to anyone!
MRS SAFFRON LOWRIE
5.0 out of 5 stars She loved
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on October 8, 2016
A very enjoyable book , It was suitable for our 12 year daughter. She loved it

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